In just a few weeks I will be celebrating my 8-year anniversary with my husband. Our anniversary always makes me think about that joyful time of expectantly anticipating the future we would have together. I felt so blessed to find a godly man who loved God with all of his heart. It felt so good to put my past behind me.

I had given my life to God and was now living for Him.  I never dealt with anything in my heart from the pornography I immersed myself into years before, but I thought that time would just heal me.  I never realized until I got married that all of the lust, lies, hurt, pain and anger were still just below the surface of my thoughts.  My heart had never healed… Click here to read the remainder of my post on Beggar’s Daughter.)